Its always left me in doubt, always leaves me with questions.
People say I think too much...
Its a bad habit yet bad habits are hard to break.
I wish I could be free.
Free from questioning.
Free from confinement.
Free from all this madness that goes on in my head.
Because the more longer I stay in this prison.
The more MAD I become.
The more crazy I become.
The more afraid I become.
I'm scared for myself.
Because I don't know if I control my mind, or my mind controls me.
There is no heart! Only the mind...
There is no feeling! Only thinking...
There is no freedom! Only imprisonment...
There is no "now"! Only the future...
There is no love! Only isolation...
There is no forgiveness! Only conflicts...
There us no contentment! Only regret..
I can't keep moving forward, when my mind keeps pushing me back.
I can't move freely, when my mind keeps building barriers.
I can't love, when my mind keeps hating.
I can't go to sleep, when my mind keeps me awake.
“Your task is not to seek for love, but merely to seek and find all the barriers within yourself that you have built against it.” Mawlana Jalal Ud-Din Rumi